Media: What I'm Reading, Watching, and Listening To
When I worked for the Corps, after we got sent home for COVID, I started a Teams channel for sharing recommendations on streaming content. This quickly led to me including impressions of books I was reading as well. This page is something of a continuation of that.
When my wife and I lived in Portland, we had one of those neighborhood libraries-on-a-stick. You know the kind: where people take and leave books for free. Like most, it consisted primarily of romance novels and religious tracts, so it wasn't very interesting. But after moving to King City I found the local library-on-a-stick also contained worthwhile reads. So with an easy and steady supply of decent books, I started reading more, and more broadly, than when I had to choose and and buy books on my own.
Also, in 2025 I discovered that not only was there a local C. S. Lewis Society chapter, but three of them: Newberg, Beaverton, and Salem. Salem was a ways to go, and Newberg was on a break until fall, so I started with Beaverton, later joining the Newberg group as well. This further expanded my horizons, especially since the Beaverton group includes lots of Lewis-adjacent literature like Chaucer, Chesterton, Grahame, MacDonald, Tennyson, and Williams; and their December meeting is always devoted to recommendations.
Note: the following are just my own impressions of things I've engaged with recently. I'm not an author, producer, musician, or professional reviewer, so I don't necessarily know what I'm talking about. If I didn't like your favorite book, show, or album, or if I liked some trash you can't stand, don't despair: I'm just some rando on the Internet.
12-Apr-2026
Longitude: The True Story of a Lone Genius Who Solved the Greatest
Scientific Problem of His Time by Dava Sobel, 1995.175 pages. Penguin Books; Trade, 18th printing.
ISBN: 0-14-025879-5
Years ago I saw a short documentary on the problem of accurately determining longitude, and its eventual solution by the development of resilient timepieces. So when I saw this slim volume (likely the source material for the film) in the library-on-a-stick, I picked it up. It is a popular treatment of John Harrison's development of a chronometer both accurate enough, and impervious enough to motion, temperature, and humidity, to keep time on long sea voyages. It relates in layman's terms both how accurate timekeeping can solve for longitude, as well as many of the technical and political obstacles that hindered Harrison both in realizing his ambition and receiving due credit for it. Sobel throughout uses historical anecdote to illustrate her points, including the seriousness of the problem of longitude, the resources brought to bear to solve it, the bizarre approaches put forth, and the cutthroat politics employed to tilt the balance toward favored proposals. Harrison is revealed as the singular genius who spent decades perfecting just five timepieces for this task, and yet received only partial credit for his achievement during his lifetime. It's a very easy read, and avoids the unnecessary injection of invented detail used by Grann in Killers of the Flower Moon. To me, this feels more respectful of the reader. But still, this is intended only as a popular book, and is not copiously noted like Grann's. Sobel gives a short bibliography, in which the reader may seek further detail, at the end of the book, after acknowledging the people most helpful in informing her account.
I enjoyed Sobel's presentation, felt I learned a little bit, and have resources to consult should I wish to delve further. For the level of elucidation it represents, Longitude does extremely well. Highly recommended.
10-Apr-2026
Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and Women by George MacDonald,
1858.232 pages. Hendrickson; Hardcover, fifth printing, 2025.
ISBN: 978-1-59856-667-3
This April selection for the Beaverton C. S. Lewis Society is MacDonald's first novel, and is widely considered foundational to modern fantasy. Lewis Carroll, G. K. Chesterton, and C. S. Lewis all cite MacDonald as an inspiration. He is also credited with influencing Tolkien, L'Engle, and David Lindsay. I found a particular consonance between Phantastes and Lindsay's A Voyage to Arcturus. Both novels feature highly fantastical settings with all but jump-cut transitions between them. While this whipsaw narrative conveys the strangeness and dreamlike quality of MacDonald's Faerie (and Lindsay's Tormance), it also detracts noticeably from the flow of the story. I found it helpful in reading both books to forgo trying to understand their grand structure, and instead try to absorb the varied settings and sub-stories almost as an anthology of related tales.
There are a number of stories and songs, mostly rendered in verse, throughout the text. Sadly, the poetry is not that good. Besides metrical problems, many of the poems (to my reading) wander and are not careful in their word selection. The general consensus at the Lewis Society meeting was that one does not read MacDonald for the prose, much less for the verse. One unfortunate attendee chose an audio version of the book in which the narrator composed and performed his own music for the songs. The melodies and accompaniment served only to compound difficulties with the lyrics, and the listener was eventually driven to skip past them.
Broadly speaking, the story goes as follows: having come into his inheritance at 21, the protagonist Anodos finds his way to fairy-land and spends 21 earthly days (but an untold length of time to him) exploring it and interacting with its inhabitants. He is seeking after the Ideal, and for most of the narrative does so by pursuing beautiful women. While he is frequently given advice as to how to proceed, I can't recall an instance where he does not promptly ignore it. Yet things always work out anyway, and indeed he matures significantly despite — or even because of — his recklessness. While I understood that a character heeding warnings and avoiding unseen dangers wouldn't be very interesting storytelling, Anodos still felt to me like a pathologically irresponsible hero. But this became less surprising on discovering (at the Lewis Society meeting) that MacDonald, a minister, was a universalist who believed that all men will eventually be drawn back to God, and that all rebellion will in the end only serve to reveal the still-open path to redemption. While this is a theology I can certainly hope for, it is one I fear to rely upon. It seems to me that a night is coming when no man can work, notwithstanding the possibility that one might also become so corrupt as to finally and irrevocably reject God. Of course, my fears could be ill-founded, but they are mine and I must contend with them.
This is not to say that Phantastes is an apologetic or theological text. It's a fairy story, which entails having parallels to our world, and a moral; but it stubbornly resists being stretched over an allegorical frame. The themes of the novel seem to be that giving (not getting) love is itself the true reward, that humility is both freeing and fulfilling, and that whatever the circumstance, good will ever be the final result. While all these can be derived from Christianity (even without universalism), there is no clear connection in the text itself. The principles are instead grounded in the nature of creation (both Faerie and Earth) with no reference to a Creator.
Recommended for its significance, hopeful outlook, and ability to convey the numinous character of Faerie, but alas not for the writing.
29-Mar-2026
Killing Floor by Lee Child, 1997.524 pages. G. P. Putnam's Sons; 2nd Jove paperback, 1st printing, 2012.
ISBN: 978-0-515-15365-1
Another Jack Reacher book — actually Child's first novel — which was later used as the basis for season 1 of the television series. Reacher is a bit more "Mack Bolan" in this introductory volume than he ends up being in later books and the TV series. Not that anyone he kills didn't already kill someone else, try to kill him, or otherwise kind of have it coming (sometimes a bit too conventiently), but as a former Army MP, Reacher has surprisingly few qualms and seemingly no legal concerns over extra-judicial homicides. There's a good deal of movie-like disregard for consequences generally, but these mostly don't come to a head until the denouement, since the circumstances up to that point are so extreme as to warrant rash behavior. Call it a a pet peeve, but to my mind, the reset to factory defaults at the end of the book doesn't bear up under even casual scrutiny. I get that this is to some extent a feature of the genre, but Child does it better in books like Bad Luck and Trouble or even Blue Moon. Still, I'd put this book above The Secret, which has plausibility problems, and Past Tense, which I disliked for its ick factor. Killing Floor is not bad, but doesn't represent Child's full talent as a writer. Mildly recommended if you're into the genre.
25-Mar-2026
Masterpiece Guitars by Martin Taylor and Steve Howe.Single-layer SA-CD. Stereo. 17 tracks, 60:31
Sony Music Japan: SIGP 38, 2003.
UPC: 4-547366-011609
A good friend stopped by after I retired with a couple of gifts (Bill Evans' Sunday at the Village Vanguard and Grant Green's Grantstand), and a shoebox full of other high-resolution music to borrow. This was one of the loaner discs, and is to me a clear standout. Sadly, the current price for a copy on eBay is $150, so I will not be ordering my own. The album centers on a large collection of rare and fine guitars (and related instruments like mandolins and harp guitars), with each song styled to match the instruments employed. The owner of the collection, Scott Chinery, proposed the disc in the mid-1990s, and it was likely recorded around 2002.
Martin Taylor is a true virtuoso of the guitar, with the versatility to pick up a few (or 19!) different guitars for a single track, and play them each in a style appropriate to the instrument. Steve Howe (formerly of Asia, GTR, etc.) is no slouch, either, but limits himself to two "solo" tracks and five collaborations, the remaining ten tracks featuring only Taylor.
Masterpiece Guitars is a tour de force of mostly fingerstyle guitar work encompassing jazz, folk, country, and rock. Each track showcases a particular guitar or set of guitars from Chinery's vast collection, so there's a good variety. The sonics are absolutely amazing, especially for a stereo-only recording. Clearly this is a labor of love for both the players and the engineers. Instruments are clearly defined, but the net effect is still a room-filling sound. For guitar aficionados, the particular instruments are listed for each track, along with their player and spatial location in the mix, so they may be conclusively identified. Many are specimens of guitars never before recorded; some of them pre-date the phonograph itself. A truly enjoyable, one-of-a-kind recording.
As a single-layer SA-CD, this disc is not playable on a standard CD player, but an inexpensive CD version is available as well. I may have to console myself with one when I'm forced to relinquish this astounding disc. Highly recommended.
24-Mar-2026
The Compleat Strategyst by J. D. Williams, 1954234 pages. RAND Corporation; Hardcover, 10th printing.
No ISBN. Library of Congress #53-9007.
A popular introduction to game theory from the 1950s. It reminded me a bit of Darrell Huff's How to Lie with Statistics (also from 1954), both in its tone and fanciful illustrations. While nominally a popular text, it's clear from the introduction that it is intended for a somewhat erudite, though not necessarily technical, audience. The language is that of the cultured professional, even if it assumes no mathematics beyond basic arithmetic.
In practice, it is more involved than Huff's book, with a good deal of theory and plenty of exercises for the reader who wishes to try out the methods presented. While matrices are used throughout to codify the two-player games pertinent to the book, none of the usual vector or matrix operations are necessary to apply the techniques, though at times they get tantalizingly close. Findings requiring higher mathematics are presented, but not explained. For example, a proof exists (but is not given) that all perfect-knowledge games have optimal single (or pure) strategies for all players. Chess is such a game, since the positions of all pieces are known to both players at all times. Therefore, an optimal pure strategy exists for white an another for black — we just don't know what they are or what result they produce (a win for white, for black, or a draw), and if we did, the game would cease to be interesting.
I started by doing all the exercises, which are helpful for cementing the analytical methods introduced in the book. But as the problems became more involved, I updated my strategy to include simply trusting that the harder ones also had ready solutions.
I'm sure the field has progressed markedly in the 72 years since its publication, not the least because of our ability to automate the tedious math with our ubiquitous computers, but The Compleat Strategyst remains an approachable introduction to a fascinating and highly applicable field of study. Recommended.
22-Mar-2026
The Concrete Blonde by Michael Connelly, 1994500 pages. Grand Central Publishing; Paperback, 6th printing.
ISBN: 978-0-446-61758-1
Yet another Harry Bosch mystery from the library-on-a-stick. It is the earliest Connelly work I've yet read, and is slightly less polished than his subsequent books, but still exhibits his transparent narrative style. Like all good mysteries, there is some misdirection as we follow Harry's invesigation, but a few seemingly salient details get dropped in the process. I can't tell if this was done on purpose, whether their resolutions got cut in editing, or whether Connelly started with one idea, then went a different direction in the end. It feels a little like Chekhov's gun never went off, but the overall story is still satisfying. Readers familiar with the Bosch television series will notice how some characters and circumstances differ from those in the book. I suspect this was done to keep the suspense fresh in the series without compromising the overall tone, but I can imagine other reasons as well. Another good mystery by a very good author. Recommended.
18-Mar-2026
The Let Them Theory by Mel Robbins and Sawyer Robbins, 2024322 pages. Hay House; Hardcover, 35th printing.
ISBN: 978-1-4019-7136-6
This is a self-help book from TEDx presenter and podcaster Mel Robbins with help from her daughter Sawyer. Its principal message is that letting others' expectations drive your decision making is futile and ultimately counter-productive, and that instead you should focus on living up to your own standards and living a life you respect.
The first section introduces the "Let Them" mantra, and to a lesser extent its companion "Let Me", which together comprise the theory. As is common in self-help books, Robbins (no relation to Tony that I can find) then tells you all the things the theory is going to do for you in a motivational-speaking kind of way. Next, she addresses a number of possible objections and pitfalls to implementing the theory. To me, it seemed an odd time to bring this up, since she hadn't really fleshed out the theory yet, but it's a minor quibble.
Then she gets into describing the theory and how to apply it in a number of common situations. She makes no claim of originality, and indeed it sounds a lot like the Stoicism of Epictetus or Aurelius — just not quite so strident. The real benefit of Robbins' book is in providing examples and practical applications. One can read the Stoics and begin applying their philosophy by imagining all your family dead and yourself exiled and maligned. Robbins starts you off much more practically by pointing out that you can't control how other people react to you or their own circumstances; it's not your job to manage others' feelings or ensure they approve of you, yet most people do this to some extent or another.
Along the way, Robbins gives advice on handling negative emotions and the tendency to compare one's life with others'. Regarding comparisons she recommends, instead of envying people for their accomplishments, finding in their example a roadmap to attain similar success. I had a friend who admired accomplished guitarists so much that he never tried to learn himself. He could never imagine attaining their mastery, so from his perspective trying was pointless. I think Robbins would counsel him that his heroes probably felt the same way about their own role models, but persevered and reached their own kind of mastery. To put a Scott Adams frame on it, you might not be the best all-around guitarist in the world, but you could still be the best at combining a particular set of talents that include guitar.
Concerning emotions, she explains how to avoid reacting to negative emotions and instead allow them to dissipate before deciding what to do.
When you feel your emotions rising up, Let Them. Allow the
anger, the frustration, the hurt, the disappointment, the sadness, the
grief, the tears, and the feelings of failure come up. Let
Them.
And then, Let Me not react. Don't reach for your phone. Don't
turn on the TV. Don't make a drink. Don't open the fridge. And for
crying out loud, don't text anyone. Just notice the feelings and Let
Them rise up.
The reason why you must learn how to Let Them rise is that once
they do, they also fall.
This reminded me of nothing so much as the litany against fear from Dune, and is essentially the same concept.
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
Both Robbins and Herbert acknowledge that emotions are states of mind that don't control your actions, and if you let them pass you can decide for yourself how to respond with a clear mind.
The second half of the book is largely devoted to applying the theory to relationships: finding and maintaining adult friendships, motivating (not forcing!) others to make positive changes, doing so when people are struggling with addiction or depression, and finding and nurturing romantic relationships.
All-in-all it's a straightforward presentation of how, in various circumstances, to remain true to your own values and let others act as they will, even if that includes criticizing or looking down on you. The book's value is not so much in its insight — most of this has been said before — but in its demonstration of how to apply the insight to common situations. Recommended.
14-Mar-2026
The Dream of Gerontius by St. John Henry Newman, 186547 pages. Custom trade printing.
No ISBN
Thursday, That One Catholic Guy™ at the Beaverton C. S. Lewis Society gave us each a copy of this, which was nicely printed on-demand. Last month, we'd had a discussion on the existence and nature of purgatory, and he thought this poem conveyed the Catholic view well. I was aware of (and had possibly even heard, though I do not own) the derivative choral work of the same name by British composer Edward Elgar. My general impression of Elgar is that his works are good, but not the best, and since I own a lot of choral works of various qualities already, I haven't been highly motivated to seek out the piece.
The poem is another matter. Free is a very good price (as Tom Peterson used to say), and it's a short and relatively accessible read (there is some archaic language, but it's mostly discernible from context). It indeed presents a different picture than I'd been given by fellow Protestants of purgatory: not a "temporary hell" where the redeemed are tormented by demons for their sins, but instead a place of convalescence after the subtle, but piercing trauma of seeing the Almighty face to face. This encounter with the Divine disables the disembodied soul and renders it self-consciously aware of its prior sin (though no sin actually remains), and it must recover for an interval, perhaps until the resurrection of the dead when it will be reunited with the body. As if to answer Augustine, an angel at one point suggests how the soul can be outside of time and still experience change.
The poetry is generally good, though I experienced a few metrical issues. Most of these could be mitigated by more consistent use of contractions (e.g. heav'n, quick'ning; though I can't think of a good way to contract being into a single syllable). The reader can elide the extra syllables as he goes, but it's added work and disrupts the flow. The meter is not always iambic, either, though it often is — which makes the oddly-stressed lines stand out even more. I occasionally toyed with an optional rendering, but for many lines it was too difficult to manage without substituting for key words, which would destroy the particular character of the poem.
Recommended if you like the Elgar piece, which is shorter, using only a portion of the material presented here. Also recommended for insight into Catholic doctrine, of which I'm fairly ignorant. Poetry-wise, it's good, but not the best — sort of like Elgar.
12-Mar-2026
The Brass Verdict by Michael Connelly, 2008422 pages. Little, Brown and Company; First printing.
ISBN 978-0-316-16629-4
Wow. I've read a few Connelly books before (The Last Coyote, Desert Star, Nine Dragons), and always found them enjoyable. This one brings his Mickey Haller (a.k.a. The Lincoln Lawyer) and Detective Harry Bosch characters together in one story, and it's a doozy. I recently read or heard somewhere that former journalists tend to make good thriller authors, and I certainly agree in this case. I can see why as well: the straightforward, concise narrative required for journalistic work translates directly to the genre. The amount of research one (ideally) needs to do also maps well, plus you have a lot more time to get things right in a novel. I only caught one error (preemptory is used in place of peremptory), and I had to look it up because I doubted my own memory once I saw it used consistently in a best-selling novel. I was delighted to find events I thought unlikely — that might have happened just because the author made them so — turn out to have good explanations later in the narrative. To me, it's a sign of an author who takes his story (and reader) seriously. Once again, I enjoyed the easy, laminar flow of Connolly's narrative. The words almost disappear in the stream of pure story coming off the page. I blew through this volume in just a few sittings, and kept wanting to come back for more. This may be the best Connelly I've read. If you're a fan of the genre, check it out. Highly recommended.
9-Mar-2026
Confessions by Augustine, ~397; tr. Thomas Williams, 2019305 pages. Hackett Publishing Company; Third trade printing.
ISBN 978-1-62466-782-4
Considering the philosophical importance and theological impact of Augustine's works, I anticipated this would be a long and difficult read, along the lines of St. John of the Cross or perhaps Plato. Parts of it are in fact challenging, but only in the final three books. The first ten I found instead to consist of comparatively straightforward, unguarded, and plainspoken narrative, due in part to Williams' very accessible translation. Augustine pours his heart out to God (and the reader) without an eye to hammering home some unique point or making a name for himself. Indeed, he recants several such prior attempts, even saying at one point he doesn't know what happened to some of his previous books, and doesn't care to look for them. He recounts many of his follies and how God saw him through them all to finally come humbly to embrace Christ and His Church, then ends with three chapters of exegetical commentary on the first chapter of Genesis. It is only here that we get a sample of the philosophical rigor of Augustine's mind. But despite building a specific interpretation of the creation account, he is quick to note that his ideas do not necessarily invalidate others', distinguishing between disagreements on truth versus disagreements on authorial intent. Further, he maintains that to different people the same Scripture may illuminate different truths, all of which remain true, and that people of good will may disagree on what signifies what. His key point is that all should seek Truth, for Truth is not the possession of one person, but for the same for everyone.
"For someone who speaks a lie speaks what belongs only to himself." (12.25.34)
The cover art, depicting the return of the prodigal son, is an apt choice, as Augustine consistently reiterates his own inadequacy and God's relentless mercy toward him. Highly recommended.
28-Feb-2026
The Battle of Waterloo by Victor Hugo, ~1861; tr. Lascelles
Wraxall, ~1862106 pages. The Roycrofters; Leather first edition, 1907.
No ISBN, Library of Congress #11008825.
My Granny got me this book because she knew I liked old books. Not being much of a military history guy, I browsed through it, admired the two-color typesetting, then put it on the shelf as a cool old book. I was also a little concerned about damaging it, as it was already over a hundred years old. But after retiring, I catalogued my old books and recognized I'd never actually read the whole thing. So at 119 years old, I carefully read through it (dear Granny passed at 97). It starts with Hugo himself exploring the modern (1861) site of Hougomont, which he takes care to inform the reader is Hugo-mons, built by Hugo, Sire de Sommeril, presumably his own forebear. After a description of the site, he flashes back to June 18, 1815 and gives a detailed description of the formations and officers on both sides, then an account of the battle, and finally a sort of explanation of why Napoleon lost, despite being the superior general.
Through most of the book, there are references to places and people with which the reader is assumed to be familiar. It's clear Hugo expects you to be familiar with the region and the battle itself already, as probably most cultured Frenchmen were in the middle of the 19th century. But I'm not, so I just had to take his word for it. Which became a problem because, as I read, it became increasingly clear that his account is more than a bit biased. There's a good deal of oblique trash-talking of the Allied officers, attributing victory instead to the bravery and fortitude of the common soldier. But in the end, Fate, not Wellington, is Napoleon's true enemy. Misfortune for France and good luck for the Allies are what turn the tide: the weather, unseen terrain, and a fortunate choice of roads are what thwart Bonaparte's genius. He must fail in order that the Revolution can continue via politics instead of war. Europe is made ready for liberty by Napoleon's empire crushing the monarchs, and when the monarchs return they find they must accept the rights of the people. It's a patriotic spin on the entire era, but I can't take it as anything approaching objective history.
You won't learn anything important about the battle from this scattered and biased account, but you will get Hugo's take on the destiny of Europe and his very 19th-century view of the inevitability of Progress. If this sounds interesting, the Library of Congress has scanned its own copy here.
NB: On looking into details for this review, I learned that some events Hugo relates (particularly the hollow road of Ohain, and Cambronne's stand) are generally rejected as ahistorical. It also appears to constitute the better part of Book I of Part Two of Les Misérables.
19-Feb-2026
Descent into Hell by Charles Williams, 1937222 pages. Wm. B. Eerdmans; 1972 trade edition.
ISBN 0-8028-1220-1
This is the March selection for the Beaverton C. S. Lewis Society, and the first Charles Williams novel I've read. I am impressed. It's a challenging read, not because of the vocabulary or literary references, which are on a popular, rather than erudite, level. The difficulty instead is in absorbing the supernatural, almost magical quality of the narrative. The dead, the dying, and many of the living have dreamlike visions that can be as perplexing to the reader as they are to the characters. But Williams vividly captures their mystical and often profound quality, turning them into absorbing reading. People aren't always what they seem, and spirits of all kinds inhabit the streets of Battle Hill. The reader must forgo deciding too quickly who is who and what they're up to — even whether they are a force for good or ill. For much of the novel there are characters that are not easy to classify. Many struggle with fear, envy, lust, and other weaknesses. Some give in while others resist, and it's not at all certain who will persevere to the end. Highly recommended.
P. S. I was told that I'd need to read Thomas Howard's The Novels of Charles Williams in order to understand this book, but I'm glad I went at it "cold" instead. I'm sure I'll get an idea of Howard's interpretation at the March meeting, and I can see how it compares with my own.
P. P. S. The March meeting was good discussion, but those who read the Howard book didn't pull from it any startling new insights. One participant said he could recommend a second reading of the book, but not the first. I understand what he means: you spend so much effort trying to grasp it that you likely miss a lot the first time around. It certainly does merit revisiting.
8-Feb-2026
Building a Non-Anxious Life by John Delony, 2023283 pages. Ramsey Press; 4th printing.
ISBN 979-8-887820-01-9
Being a preternatural saver, I've always liked Dave Ramsey's take on debt, saving and investing. My wife listens to his podcasts all the time, and turned me on to another Ramsey contributor, Dr. John Delony, whose training and background is in psychology. He has a call-in show where people ask mostly for relationship, family, and mental health advice. He gives, in my opinion, pretty good answers and has a lot of real-world experience with what works. While tuning in, I kept hearing about this new book he'd written about anxiety and how to get on top of it, so to speak. I went ahead and ordered it from Amazon, and it arrived, like, the next day.
Like many self-help books, it's an easy read. Even being a slow reader (I hear the words in my head), I knocked it out in a couple of days. It has a lot of good advice on how to get your finances, relationships, fitness, and faith on track. But I couldn't help but feel that it was a bit of a bait-and-switch. Here's what I mean: I was expecting insights into the nature of anxiety and how to combat it directly, but the book essentially zeroed in on reasons for anxiety, and how to correct those. It tacitly stipulates that anxiety is appropriate in a given situation, and can most effectively be addressed by fixing the anxiety-producing circumstance. It is essentially silent on what to do with anxiety about things that aren't particularly worthy of it. These can be anything from neurotic worries to ruminating over potential threats to panicking over minor incidents. I've seen (and experienced) some of these myself, and was hoping for practical advice on handling them.
I can recommend the book for someone who is anxious about real problems, who wants to fix their circumstances in order to give themselves space to relax and have resources available for the inevitable troubles in life. But for someone with free-standing anxiety, it may not be of much help. Recommended with this caveat.
8-Feb-2026
Final Orbit by Chris Hadfield, 2025407 pages. Little, Brown and Company; first hardback edition.
ISBN 978-0-316-58168-4
Written by someone who was there, and knew a lot of the players in the reality of the Apollo, Soyuz, and Skylab era of the early 1970s, this alternate history is plausible enough to accept, and taut enough to engage. It reads a bit like a faster-paced Tom Clancy — a generic thriller that balances several interacting storylines in Houston, China, and low earth orbit. I recognized a lot of the history, having been interested in space travel as a child at the time, and also some places where it had departed. The female lead, a Soviet cosmonaut, had clearly been involved in other fictional events in a prior book, and walked on the moon with Apollo astronauts. But once I figured that out, I settled back in to enjoy the (now firmly alternative) storyline. While technically solid, the story does get a little loose in places, with certain events not explained well enough to be clearly comprehensible. It's unclear why the Chinese try to detain (but not interrogate or kill) the primary capsule commander for the Apollo-Soyuz mission, or how a spoofed Soviet launch of an anti-satellite missile is meant to facilitate the theft of American particle beam technology from orbit. I'd have to re-read it with hindsight, I think, to follow some of these threads, but I find I don't really care to. Walking the balance between making the plot pleasantly surprising and sandbagging the reader with seemingly random events is tough, and Hadfield unfortunately doesn't do the best job, seeming to err on the side of surprise over clarity. The best instances I've seen of managing this seem to involve distraction and misdirection, rather than obscurity: in the end you see what makes perfect sense, but you never considered because you were so intent on a different train of thought. While I can't say I can do any better than Hadfield, I found myself wanting more from a multiple best-selling author. Not recommended except for immersion in the 1970s space program vibe.
5-Feb-2026
The Man Who Was Thursday: A Nightmare by G. K. Chesterton,
1908181 pages. Penguin Classics; 2011 trade printing.
ISBN 978-0-141-19146-1
Finished The Man Who Was Thursday: A Nightmare tonight, including the (postponed) publisher's preface which contained spoilers. I'm glad Penguin put the warning at the top and I got to come at it "clean". I anticipated some of the revelations, but the final form they took was, as is fitting a nightmare, completely unexpected — a bolt from the blue, so to speak. I confess I kept trying to figure out whether and what the allegory was, and trying on different alternatives went from enjoyable to somewhat tiresome. I suggest the reader just take it as it is, again like a dream, and wait to the end to attempt interpretations. It's a short, quite enjoyable read. The prose is colorful and witty, the dialog often a bit silly, and the tension very real. You get the sense that anything can happen, and share the protagonist's anxiety at this realization. Definitely a book worthy of multiple readings. Recommended.
3-Feb-2026
Von Ryan's Express by David Westheimer, 1964255 pages. Signet; fifth paperback printing.
No ISBN
A fun, compelling tale of Joseph Ryan, a USAAF colonel, sent to an Italian POW camp. As the ranking officer, he takes charge of a slovenly, disorganized, undisciplined combined unit of American and British officers (and a few Other Rank enlisted men), becoming instantly unpopular for his insistence on discipline and order. In direct contradiction of the British lieutenant colonel formerly in charge, he mandates the men show respect to officers on both sides of the fence, and parlays this into concessions from the camp commandant, also a colonel. These include full Red Cross rations, uniforms, and reciprocal respect for Allied officers by camp staff. But his nearly 1000 men are used to slacking off and haranguing their captors, and resent having to shave, clean, and form up in ranks for inspection. Just about this time, the Italians surrender, and things get messy. No one has any orders regarding what this means for the camp. They can't release Allied combatants into what is still a war zone — German troops still operate in the Italian theater. The Allies, and most of the Italians, don't want to let Germany know there are a thousand Allied POWs in a lightly-guarded camp, so they lay low. But eventually, the Germans capture the camp and load the prisoners in boxcars for transport to Germany. Ryan comes up with a daring plan to take the train and escape.
The characterizations are strong and you get a good feel for the social dynamics in the POW camp. Ryan is an unimpeachably dedicated hard-ass, with immense personal dignity, who gives his best and expects the same from everyone else. This is apparent from the opening pages, when he, a captured enemy airman, berates the guard of his soon-to-be prison for his slovenly dress and general lack of discipline. He takes charge of the camp immediately, without regard to how things have settled prior to his arrival. He knows his duty, and the duty of his captors, and pursues these doggedly, despite near-universal dislike. The story is compelling, and only a bit far-fetched. You are really rooting for Ryan to succeed in rescuing his charges, even when they are resisting him. It was made into a movie with Frank Sinatra in the title role — great casting, if you ask me. I have not seen the film, but it's on my watch list if it ever comes up on Amazon Prime. Recommended.
27-Jan-2026
Letters to Malcolm: Chiefly on Prayer by C. S. Lewis, 1963124 pages. Harcourt, Brace & World; First American edition.
No ISBN
This was the February selection for the Beaverton C. S. Lewis Society. I had never read it before, and didn't know until someone told me at the meeting that there is no Malcolm. Lewis once again has made verisimilitude an art, and rendered one side of a months-long conversation with a completely fictional correspondent. I assumed he might have added a bit of context here and there to make sure the reader could grasp the gist of what Malcolm had said, but instead it was all invention. Anyway, regardless of its structural qualities, the book is also an excellent investigation into the nature and practice of prayer, from liturgical corporate prayer to closed-door adoration and petition. Lewis is his usual unguarded self, raising and attempting to answer the most troubling and perplexing questions regarding how we address God and whether, when and how He responds. And indeed, how much of our prayer life is just God talking to God with us as the instrument, as the Spirit intercedes for us. But none of it is high-minded theologizing — it is instead a real man talking to his (admittedly imaginary) friend about his real experiences, impressions, and feelings. At just 124 pages, I thought I'd breeze through it, especially when I saw that a lot of them contained only "orphaned" paragraphs at the beginning or end of chapters. But there's so much depth here, I had to read it over twice before attempting to engage with the questions presented for group discussion. Highly recommended if you're up to it.
26-Jan-2026
The Adventures of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain, 1876222 pages. Airmont Books; 1962 paperback edition.
No ISBN
I had never read this as a child, so when it came up in the library-on-a-stick, I grabbed it. It's an easy read (intended, as it is, for youth), but neither as clever nor as offensive as I had been lead to believe. Tom is at times winsomely shrewd, but is more often just lazy and inconsiderate. Societal flaws are on display, but Tom stands firmly within society, rather than judging it from above, so the reader is left to make his own judgements. There are a few instances of "the n-word", but the book does not appear to be the racist holdover I had been lead to expect. It seems instead only to obliquely reference the accepted hierarchies of the time, including those based on race — and these are ancillary to the story. Tom doesn't hate black slaves, but he acknowledges their low estate, just as he recognizes the status of people society favors, like judges and senators. And in a certain sense, he does so innocently — Tom didn't build the institutions and hierarchies, and his complicity is largely (though not entirely) unexamined. If anything, Twain's matter-of-fact presentation encourages the reader to consider how future generations might view unsavory aspects of our own society which we to some degree tolerate. In Tom, we may get a glimpse of Twain's own boyhood, with his nascent tendency to kick against the goads, but also his naïve acceptance of the world he was born into, which he only later came to question. All in all, it is a well-written and engaging book that conveys the outlook and attitudes of boyhood well, only in exaggerated relief for humorous effect. Recommended.
25-Jan-2026
Dwellers in the Mirage by A. Merritt, 1932158 pages. Avon Books; 1944 paperback edition.
No ISBN
Unsurprisingly, this is not a great book. But, while pulpy and lurid, it is at least adventuresome; a lesser example of the kind of books Haggard or Stevenson produced. Leif Langdon, an atavistic Swede, born to small, dark-haired parents but possessed of a massive frame, fair hair and blue eyes, is captured by Mongolian Uighurs who believe he is their long-awaited savior. He discovers they preside over the ruins of a lost civilization, which they hope he will renew by mysterious rites involving a black, tentacled monster he recognizes as the Kraken, but they call Khalk'ru. Leif escapes, but unsure whether his experiences in the Gobi are real or hallucinations, he returns to the West, eventually winding up in a remote region of Alaska with his Cherokee friend Jim. They discover a hidden land underneath a mirage of rocky plain — a tropical paradise beneath the frozen landscape. Both Leif's and Jim's folklore inform their discoveries therein. They contend with miniature natives, fearsome Amazons, and mysterious priests of Khalk'ru. Leif must battle his own genetic memories that threaten to drown his identity in that of Dwayanu, the ancient high priest of Khalk'ru. While the book has interesting elements, it's narrative thrust wanders, and it lacks moral clarity. It ends up being little more than a fantastical B-movie plot. Not recommended.
14-Jan-2026
Mistress of Mistresses by E. R. Eddison, 1935401 pages. Del Rey Books; 1978 paperback 4th printing.
ISBN: 0-345-27220-X
The Zimiamvian Trilogy: #1
Like The Worm Ouroboros, this book is written in Jacobean English, with frequent ancillary clauses, long and descriptive, interspersed within the narrative. I found it difficult to read under good conditions, and nigh impossible when distracted, even by my own internal dialogue. It also demands a good deal of attention to follow the story, which can shift between reality and realms of dream or magic. Also, the characters are many and variously referenced: by title, name, or relation. There are many references to Greek and other poetry (Sappho being the most frequent), but most of the foreign-language content comes with a translation (except French for some reason). But even with all these caveats, the book holds one's attention: why is Lessingham in league with such a rogue as the Vicar? What is his connection with Duke Barganax and Fiorinda, or Queen Antiope? What is the nature of Doctor Vandermast's seemingly extra-planar cottage, and why are nymphs and fey creatures his frequent companions? Alas, the answers to these questions are only hinted at in this first volume, though the author states explicitly (on the back cover) that this is a world created by Aphrodite for her Lover. It may well be that she inhabits both Fiorinda and Antiope, and her Lover both Barganax and Lessingham. Perhaps the rest of the trilogy will tell. Recommended, but with serious caveats.
9-Jan-2026
The Silver Chair by C. S. Lewis, 1953217 pages. Collier Books; 1970 paperback edition, 40th printing.
ISBN: 0-02-044250-5
Book 4 of the Chronicles of Narnia
I re-read this classic for the C. S. Lewis Society of Beaverton January 2026 meeting. I was struck by how plainspoken and accessible it is (being a children's book) while simultaneously conveying such profound concepts. For example, when the children hear they are to be welcomed to a feast by the Gentle Giants, they not only forget their duty, but become even more discontented with their surroundings and each other. Anticipating comfort distracts from both duty and present enjoyment. When the witch tries to enchant them all into disbelieving in Narnia, or anyplace other than the Underworld, their own concept of something better is what convinces them she's wrong. This is a potent illustration of the notion that our own material experience is merely a shadow or copy of the Reality we all long for, and indeed were made for. Throughout the book, death is portrayed as a journey from these shadow-lands into Aslan's Country, where everything (including us) is perfected. The children "muff" most of the signs given to them by Aslan, typically by being lazy or distracted, yet they still succeed in their quest (though perhaps with additional troubles) once they resolve to follow them. It's also notable that to follow the final sign and keep their word to Aslan, they must break their word to one another and release the Knight: there are levels of loyalty, which can come into conflict. Definitely recommended for both children and adults.